What is a man….? a troubled being full of the need for truth, love, acceptance, and fed with lies lies lies and more lies, hatred and rejection!
Who is a man…? to speak the truth. to stand? to love… to speak gently but yet loud, to echo inside another man acceptance? to speak truth? to speak truth? what is truth? who is true? who can heal another man….? i see wizards of deception full of pride… that boast on there power…. and yet they no not how to love… pride has taken over…. I did it… I made this, I I I I I I to many eyes and no body sees. Everybody blinded by our I… ironic isn’t it? I dont want to care if you accept me or if you love me or if you find anything true in me… i am not TRUE, i am not love, and i cannot speak acceptance. BUT i know this Person this Man this God this Jesus that said I AM THE TRUTH and that echoed inside of my being louder than a celestial collision He said I LOVE YOU!!!! and that screams inside of me, that propels my being to breath…. i Need GOD every second of my life!I yield to Him in Repentance He Lifts me UP and UP and Up Up until i am Up with Him. He has breathed in me… when i was conceived He has spoken in me “I LOVE U” and HE is like FIRE in my BONES i want to screeeeaaaammm that He is GOOOOOOOD i want to say i am sorry if i dont comply with your acceptance protocols yet i want to Screaam that HE IS LOVE and that He LOVES YOU! beyond your wildest imagination. He is like fire in me i cannot describe it any differently! How to be true? Be with Him HE IS THE TRUTH! HE IS JESUS THE CHRIST THE JEWISH MAN. to the Atheist i say compute LOVE! define it and when you manage to you will end up in HIS pierced Hands! to the ones that think that they are GOOD …. i say SEEK HIM FIND HIM and when you DO you will see your self in the mirror of His eyes when that happens the only think you will see is dirt nothing but dirt! i need HIM! i NEED HIM. i NEED HIM may be i didnt make my self clear… I NEED HIM…. the vanity fair that is all around me trying to portrait what is success what is gain what is good what is healthy what i should wear talk or walk….is vanity. The Eclesiastis said it this way Vanity oh vanity everything is vanity… he was so right!… I NEED GOD! I NEED JESUS! He is MY INSPIRATION anything that can be considered to be GOOD TRUE SMART WISE is MY GOD in me. i remember me running as a baby like it was yesterday! today they tell me i am 38~ life is but a smoke. I NEED U MY GOD! FIRE… FIRE… what if people accept me? i am not who you think i am… if you want to know who i am you need to Know THE ONE WHO MADE ME otherwise i am nothing but a fool and you have just wasted your time reading my heart!